Skip to main content

Little Astronaut


Over clouds on a moonlit night, a flock of paper birds take flight.
The artwork is provided by my friend Shellie Summers


The stars are ready

The night is clear

Through eons of Nyx

They quickly appear

All crowd to witness 

The flight of paper things

____


Paper wings in moonlit skies


How Boldly

They soar over heaven

Wings reflected beneath them.

So Lonely

The space between stars

so few take the leap

Diving into the night

Chasing paper dreams


Woefully
Reaching through the stars 

yet never making it


However

This is the way some think
Thus they drown in heaven

never reaching the stars


I like to describe depression as a series of conversations, sweet-talking me towards my own demise.
 
The paper wings represent a hope that is frail and mortal. A mortal hope will die a mortal death; it is the way of mortal things. Immortal things never die, and thus hope in immortal things becomes immortal.

Diving into the night, seduced by Shinigami. At times placing hope in a destination, only death seems to know the way towards.

Beneath the depths of its power and with a soft voice, it reveals the way to heaven, "Breathe deeply." 

Depression is not a good friend; it lies more than it speaks the truth. Sometimes I wonder, "Who is Depression? Is he the bastard son of Hope? Am I afflicted with a hope disorder?" and the silence keeps me guessing. I have theories for days, but they are just theories. 

Anyhow, thanks for reading whatever this is. Have a good day, y'all.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Afro-American Zeitgeist

Photo by Ali Hajian on Unsplash The Afro-American Zeitgeist : A Summary of Unconscious Thoughts on Race (Part 1) July 30th, Passionless Bliss : "I am not afraid of death because death is invisible. If I can't see where it's going or what it is doing, is it doing anything at all? However, I am afraid of empty buildings because they confirm the reality of death's existence." Or, in simpler terms, Ignorance is bliss until reality hits. My dreams began by directly addressing my unwillingness to look into the deaths of African-Americans across the country. Despite my lack of knowledge, I became seriously opinionated about the nature of the incidents themselves, almost refusing to consider blackness as a factor. However, after the first dream, I began an investigation to prove blackness had nothing to do with these deaths. In the following paragraphs, I will take you through the sequence of dreams, which forced me to come to the conclusions, or at least my current stan...

Magenta

Photo by aslam mac on Unsplash Dream 02/20/21 I glanced at a book in a dream, the dream I have forgotten but the book I have not. The book was a guide for couples, and it got me thinking, "Why not contemplate the topic of love?" For the sake of keeping this pg, I am not gonna state the title of this book here, nor its content; however, in place of the name, I shall use a word that describes the color of the book: that color being Magenta. Jesus says that the entire law of Moses could be fulfilled in two commands. Those commands being, "Love others, and Love God." In the context of community, we both love others and are loved by others. I would like to expound upon this statement by imagining two postures: a receptive posture and a posture of distribution. In other words, we give love, and at other times we receive love.  Love is communicated from one person to another in many ways. If we don't understand what love looks like, it becomes easy to misidentify it. ...

Does Knowledge Puffeth Up?

Biblical Hermeneutics Why one might ask, is hermeneutics important? Have you ever heard the saying that knowledge puffeth up? It comes from 1 Corinthians 8:1 wherein which I have often heard it said to me as a form of discouragement due to my love of research and knowledge. The reason proposed is that knowledge makes you prideful; thus, knowledge is a dangerous pursuit for those not pastors. This idea is not only far from what Paul was trying to say, but it also contradicts statements like what is written in Hebrews 5:11-14. 1 Corinthians 8:1-13 "Knowledge puffs up, and love edifies" is best understood when read in its entirety and in comparison with "Acts 15:20; "Abstain from things contaminated by idols, from sexual immorality, from the meat of strangled animals and from blood" which was written to Gentile believers and is the 4 rules that they had been given instead of being given the law as Jewish believers had insisted at the time. 1 Corinthians 8:1-13 is ...